Fix You -Coldplay

"I'm so blessed with this song. I feel like God speaks to me through this.

Fix You by Coldplay. I hope you feel the same as me. Thank God, thank you Coldplay! <3"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse..

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you...

forever grateful.

this is my second project from my lecturer. about web design.

duration: 4 hours. nonstop.

effects: mata sangat CAPEK! >< 

but, honestly... I'm so glad with this.. :)

Thank God. Forever grateful.

wait

      I was scared, I was scared
      Tired and under prepared
      But I'll wait for it
      If you go, if you go
      And leave me down here on my own
      Then I'll wait for you
      Coldplay - In My Place


wait. it is the word which is scary for me. maybe for somebody too :)
I have taken a commitment to wait. I'm afraid if I can't keep this commitment until the time comes.. *fiuh* 
if you asked, how long? ha! a year, friends.. could you imagine that? hihihi.
But I'm so sure, with God besides me, I can do it! hahaha.. *menyemangati diri sendiri*


I'm just thinking like this.. 
"For those who faithful in their commitment, then they will get something worth for." 
it is true. beneran. ngga bohong. you have to try if you really want, of course.. :)

7 check list. ^^

7 Check List!
@ Romans 12:1-2

Function: to guide us with perfection > Phillipians 1:9-11

Here we gooo...
tips: in each number, you have to put a score. min 60% > it's the lowest score! :)

1. Commitment to grow personally in Christ. @ Phillipians 2:12
> do not see the glory in the anointing, but growth in the anointing.
> looking for people who has faith and he/she must walking with God, not by the gift!!
> If it isn't balance, hubungannya jadi ngga sehat, dan salah satu dari mereka akan "nggandoli" pasangannya.. ><

2. The Vision of his/her life is to please God. @ Phillipians 1:21-22a
> you have to find productive people. He/she must know where he/she wants to go OR he/she has to have a life target that he/she will achieve it.
ex.
If you're married to a fulltimer, you have to make sure that he/she has a life target > to please God with his/her life.
OR God is please or happy with his/her vision. and the important thing is he/she has to knows his/her own way!

3. Honest and Sincere. @ Luke 16:10
> orangnya ngga berbelit-belit!

4. Mature and Responsible. @ 1 Corinthians 13:11
> age can not be a measure of one's manhood.
> you have to know the world view.
> do not just look by the cover, but you have to look inside first :)
> and find out, is he/she a gentleman or a noblewoman or not!

5. Healthy self-image. @ Matthew 22:39
> your partner can not love you, if your partner can not love himself/herself.
> he/she has to have a good self-image.
> he/she has to take care of him/herself. it means have to be strong!
> NO possessive > unreasonable possessive.

6. Positive attitude in life. @ Phillipians 4:4
> jangan mau sama orang yang suka melukai dirinya sendiri. it's not worth it ><
> jangan mau juga ama orang yang suka ngomelan ==' percaya deh, ngga enak banget.. hahaha (sama yg normal2 sajaaa).
> you have to know, how's your partner attitude..? ^^

7. Fall in LOVE. Jatuh Cinta! @ Song of Solomon 8:5-7
> you guys, are having personal chemistry.
> you have to FALL IN LOVE each other!
ex.
If the man has fall in love 100%, so the woman also 100% too.. aww sweet! ^^

The last check list (the seventh), is the list which will bring you to the marriage. It's not only about character, but romance! and don't forget, you must have self-control too.
There is an anonymous saying, "Marry with your bestfriend." > it is not same with married to your old friend! really really not equal, friends.. :)
Jadi, ada friendship yang saling menghormati satu sama lain, saling menjaga, dan lama-lama... they're fall in love each other! ^^ so sweeetttt~
*ohyaaa.. It's not only about love too, bur also about your beautiful relationship in Christ!*
In marriage, it's not only about friendship, but you need love. If you marry someone, but you don't love him/her... you bring yourself into temptation!!

sincerely,
created by Joan. 21 January 2011. Copied from Mr. Redo's notes hahaha~
from Ps. Philip Mantofa's session.
One Love Til The End! ^^

Patrick to Spongebob.

Friendship means.. WOW! :)

handbook 2011. also my to do list! ^^

I've got this broadcast message from my pastor, Mr. Redo (oops.. someday he will be, I think hahaha..)
It is about what should I do in this year, the year of increased :)
It's not for me. It's free. for all of you friends.
indahnya berbagi.. hahaha~


Let's check this out together..


*health.
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince, and dinner like a beggar.
3. Live with the 3 E's.. --Energy, Enthusiasm, and Emphaty.
4. Make time to pray.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than I did in 2010.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily, and while you walk, SMILE :)


*personality.
10. Don't ever do. Keep your limits.
11. Dont't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
12. Dream more while you are awake.
13. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. that will ruin your present happiness.
15. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
16. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
17. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. You don't have to win every argument, agree to disagree.


*society.
20. Call your family often.
21. Each day give something good to others.
22. Forgive everyone for everything.
23. Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
24. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
25. What other people think of you is none your bussiness.


*life.
26. Do the right thing!
27. God heals everything.
28. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
29. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up, and show up.
30. The best is yet to come.
31. When awake in the morning, thank God for it.
32. Your inner most is always happy. so, be happy.


2011: The year of increased!

new project.

beatbox.
hm. have you heard about beatbox? hahaha~
yaaaaa. I've joined myself in this team, MS beatbox team.. :)
I never thought if one day I could join and perform with my friends, even I just saying "BTK" hahahaha. learning beatbox is soooo fun! really fun indeed.

Junnn, before the perform :p

and sooo. here we gooo..
this is my first performance with my beatbox team.
my first experience huahaha! and I did it good enough for an amateur hahahahahaha ^^
nervous. yup! nervous.. cuz mommy daddy nyo, my aunt uncle and my cousin were there! looking at me, while I did my job. Gosh! my heart was beating soooo fast haha..
so far so good.
we succeed! hahahaha~

  Junnn with Code R, FOG-ers, Ps. Denny and his wife, Ps. Mei Ying ^^

the whole new year's eve jamming team! code R and beatbox.. hahaha~