Day 2: Where I'd like to be in 10 years.

Current location: Surabaya, Indonesia.

For now, I lived in Surabaya, Indonesia. As a student, I studied Communication Science in Petra Christian University. I purposed to graduate from this Uni soon. Maybe, umm, next year. *straight face*

If you asked me, "Where you'd like to be in 10 years?" I will answer... in Paris, Isle of Skye, or Barcelona. hahahahahaha! Please, I am a daydreamer, a very high daydreamer. :D but nothing's impossible in Jesus, right? hahaha :D

PARIS.

I saw a quote which belongs to Paris. "Be stylish and beautiful".
Thank you to my pastors, for making me to be aware about fashion, at least, how can I love myself if I didn't care at all about what I wear today? :) Then, if you do aware, that's what makes you beautiful :DD 

I want to go to Eiffel Tower with my someone special (surely in 10 years I have my buddy). It'll be a romantic night ever.

ISLE OF SKYE.

Skye or the Isle of Skye is the largest and most northerly island in the Inner Hebrides of Scotland. This place must be "quiet", calm, and sooo windy. Beaches, mountains, also the weather must be great. 

I want to spend my time in the place like Isle of Skye. :D

HOME.

Or I want to be at home. I mean, in the 10 years, I want to be at home with my little future family. :D 

Day 1: Your Current Relationship.

Photo by Axioo

My Current Relationship.

My 30 days challenge begins. It started with a relationship thingy. HA!

Okay. To say "single" is sooo weird for me. I prefer to say, "Hello, I am the lady in waiting." hahahahahaha!

Waiting for the right guy and I'm so sure he will come for me in the right time. Everything's gonna be great in HIS time. So I need to be patience, and have a little more faith.

A single life for me is...

1. Music. 

I can not live without music. Music is my best best best friend for me. I live to play music, for once a week, my band, ReBurn and I always have a gig in Kirkos. Every Friday night, 8pm til drop. For information, Kirkos is a bar and lounge with many delicious foods and beverages. (numpang iklan ceritanya) :D

2. College and Skill things.

I have to graduate soon! I don't want to stay any longer in this campus, I want to graduate as soon as possible. College thing will kill me softly. So I do have to end this earlier just like the old ones... "Ora Et Labora" :D
Skill things, it means I have a responsibility to develop all of my skills. For example, I took a course for piano classic lesson, and soon I will take for the pop and learn to sing. :D

3. Jesus. Ministry.
Most of all... Most of all, a happy single life is living a life for Jesus :)
Six months ago, when I was in the "darkest" time of my life, I've made a decision that I will never ever regret forever. When I feel lost, I seek Jesus. In that time, I decided a biggest decision in my life, for the first time. I took a movement, yes, I joined the Mission Trip! :D

Well, hopefully... if you read, it'd bless y'all. :)
God bless you, and always be with you! :D

30 Days Challenge!

I've found this challenge on my buddy's blog. I think it's sooo interesting to do, and I'll take it.
So, I'm gonna writing about this in the next 30 days.

Happy reading, people! :*

LOVE.

“Second chance you can’t, then the third will be the last. Once you ruin it, no more.”
I’ve qutoed this quote from my friend.

First, I want quoted a verse from Luke 6:27-28 ~ “But I say unto you which hear, LOVE your enemies, do good to them which hate you, BLESS them that curse you, and PRAY for them which despitefully use you.”

A few days ago, I was in the lowest situation in my life.
I ruined my second chance, and now I feel like this is the only chance I have. The third. So, I have to use this chance very very very well.
The saddest thing, they are my closest people. I feel so much betrayed for what they’ve did to me. From this problem, I have learned many things. The special one is forgiving someone, and the other is loving them much more.

Maybe some of you think that’s too hard if you loved after they’re hurt you. But if you don’t act like this… I’m so sure you will get trouble in your future. Because if the wound in your heart won’t be healed as soon as possible, it will makes you feel so much pain ever than before. The effects are so bad for your entire life. Many doctors said, the pain can cause many of seriously health problems. (ah, feel like I’m a doctor :D)

Truly, I’m still on my way to forget and forgive them. Spread LOVE!

“Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.” ~John 15:12

thankful.

I’m thankful for who I am.
The past has made me learn about everything I should be done in my life. Thank Jesus! 😂😉😊

pray.

“No one truly has the answer…

Everyday I struggle through it, once more.

Keep things bottled up, never speaking my mind,

Misinterpreted… I’m doing just fine.

Everyday I put a brave face on…

Serves me well, feeling helpless, facing it alone…

Hard to tell that I cant change who I am,

How I feel there’s no end…

I have done what you asked to me

Leaves me nothing to live for...

Coming undone…

Way too high a price, I should pay.

You keep your pride while I die inside.

Everyday no I can’t lie anymore,

Won’t pretend I’ve done all I can…

You cant imagine…

The hell I’m goin through,

Not asking you to save me, I’m too far from heaven…

Nothing you can do to change me,

But accept me as I am.” -Dream Theater 

Klimaks. Just pray, only God has the answer :)